bachelor pad

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As you can see I went and got me some food today. Well, I've had the vokda for awhile now. It's still good. One of the milks is not so good anymore.

Just wanted to show this to y'all.

Happy Halloween!!!

Yeah, it's the big H day today. It is also the one year mark for me working where I work. WooHoo. It doesn't mean a whole lot. I still got 3 more months till I get paid time off and what-not. What would I do with the whole 5 paid days off, heck I don't know what to do with my self. It's just nice working at one place for awhile, get to know how things work. At the same time I'm not going to make a living out of this job.

Good news though, my back is feeling a little better. It's still as tight as can be, but I guess I'll live. Got my cat on my lap / arm as I type this. It's all good, though it could always be better.

I am sooooooo tired

I bet my spelling is going to suck on this one. Fingers just ain't working right. Or are they? My eyeballs even hurt, but here I am typing away. It's not because I want pity or anything. I guess I just like blogging. It's my way to vent to the world, but there seems so times that I can't, or don't want to, vent to people.

Well, I did have fun at hobbs grove. it was good stuff. Got home around 11:30. Yeah, that was about 90 miles of driving. We didn't leave till 7:00. I think I'm going to finish my Pepsi, put my clothes in the dryer, then see about getting some sleep.

Hobbs Grove

yeah, I'm going tonight. Just me and a friend, ain't nothing wrong with that. I also got most of the tile floor done. all that is left is to grout it. Then I'll be all done and it only took me about six weeks. But I was only working on it on the weekends. But now I need to try to get some of this thin-set off of my hands, fingers, and arms.

More on this sometime later.

I asked her part II

So I asked her out to lunch, well a late lunch. Just something simple. yeah, she didn't have time. I just know y'all wanted to know the outcome of it. I still got my bowling ticket though. But that'll wait a lil.

The worst day in my life.

Ok well not mine. I've had that. Hell, I could tell you the three worst days in my life. I could only hope I don't see any of those again. What got me thinking about this was a friend (she said we aren't friends...so I guess we'll use) co-worker said today. That today was the worst day of her life. Work was a lil crappy for her and I guess she wasn't feeling good. It got me thinking, if this is as bad as it's been for her. Well then she has it good. I also started reading some old blogs tonight. That can just give you an idea how bad life can be. If you're wondering, none of the three days that I'm thinking about are in there.

Me on the other hand. I'm starting to get ahold of my life again. For the most part all is going well. Though I think I'm going to be in some more meetings tomorrow. And no I haven't started looking for a new job.

I almost quit today

Work is getting insane. Well, fucking dumb is more like it. I got a bunch that I want to say about this. I just don't know how I'm going to get it all in to here.

My big problem right now. Is this guy, I'm going to call him a Mr. Potato Head. The reason is this, I think a Mr Potato Head doll could do his job just as well. My work used to come right from the apartment chick to me. Any questions she'd ask me. Then I'd go out and do the job the next day or so.

Now it goes a lil something like this. Apartment chick, Then to Mr. Head (or X for short) where he look at it and then gives it to me. And ask me if I could do it on that day.

Work is already slow. I'm not even going to get into the meetings that I had today. Or the one I'm going to have tomorrow. so work is slow, I had a talking to, and they are wasting time making a new... A NEW...spot for this guy. The way I see it is a little something like this. If he is going to do the paper work, since that seems all he is good for, then he is doing ALL of my paper work. That means the cut-pick tickets, installer sup-contracts, and turning it all in when I get back. And Fuck if I'm going to be the one teaching him my paper work. He, already couldn't hook up his own computer for his NEW desk. He spends most of the time in the field anyways, what the fuck does he need a desk for? So, if he is out do I not get my paper work?

Oh, but he's a funny guy and we all like him. It's slow let him go. But we don't want to give the boss the idea of doing that. Hell he should already have the idea. It's been slow for me the past 2 or 3 months. I'm not going to spend 30 hours a week being a janitor. I even told the bosses that in my little meeting today. I want to work. I like my job. Not my fucking fault I only got 2 hours of work a day. I couldn't take three fucking hours off a week for my schooling. So I get to spend more time sweeping leaves up. But zOMG if I talk to the girls inside.

If work isn't fun anymore....

What started this mess was one guy..."X"

(2nd time I'm typing this)

It all started when the SAIA truck pulled up around 4:45 this afternoon. The warehouse guy unloaded the pallet. I cut the packing slip off of the pallet and was heading to make copies and give them to the apartment chick. Then this happened:

He said "Is that the packing slip?"

"yeah" (I thought of saying, "Yeah, what's it to you?")

"Can I take those?"

"yeah, I guess..."

Then he took them and off he went to his desk. Where he made a call. I think he called (I'll call him) Bay. 'Cause he has no clue what to do with the packing slips.

Fuck it!.

So I asked her.

She said no.

Fuck how does this happen to me. The same weekend I plan to ask a chica out to dinner I also get asked to a Halloween party from a friend on mine. Then she (yup a she) had to go and ask why. Well fuck if I wasn't stupid and told her. Even though we are just friends. Though I think she wants me more than I want her. Anyways. Whatever. At least I was honest, what ever that means anymore. Why couldn't I just have said "nope sorry, I got other plans." Eh, whatever. blah.

Oh well, I didn't want to make her the back up plan. Guess, I should at least call one of my other friends back. Well we are all cool still, so it's all good.

So, since this happened I have gotten a call from another good friend of mine. And She, and some of her friends from school, are going out this weekend. Holy cow, another thing do try to do this weekend. So, I told her to make it Friday and all would be good. If it is on Saturday...well that's a maybe. Depends what the chica says.

oh yeah, back to her. Yeah, I was talking to a different friend. Damn, sounds like I got a lot of friends and so far all these are girls. Hum. So do to peer pressure. I think, almost sure, I'm going to ask her to dinner Saturday night. Everyone likes dinner, right? So, I guess that leaves me with two questions left to answer. How to do it and what if she says no.

Cup holders!

So this weekend as some of y'all know. Well, anyone who reads my blog knows. I went boat racing again this weekend. I ended up driving down his golf cart. Well that's cool and all, saved on my gas. When I got down there I had a beer...one or two. Then we unloaded the golf cart. We untied it, and I drove it off the the trailer. While doing this I was text messaging a friend of mine. The first one went something like this, "Beer and golf carts are fun." Then before I even got a reply I sent, "and it has cup holders!" There are only a few people that would be able to understand what I was feeling just from a text message. And she was one of them. Good times for sure.

Well we ended up getting second in the race and for the season points too. So that's nice, but I don't get a jacket out of it. I was told that if he came in first then I'd get a jacket too. Oh well, there's always next season.

and I'm sure I'll blog more later.

The end of the day sucks

I had a good day at work. hell, you could almost call it a really good day at work. And this blog is so going to cut into my sleep. I still need to pack and relax. I guess that's what I'm doing right now. So after this blog I really need to start packing. After work though, almost nothing worked out for me.

I got a call at lunch time to help my Grammy out get a new TV (or two). Ok fine, it's and extra 45 miles (or more) of driving for me. But it's my Grammy, so I gotta do it. I did plan on coming right home and working on the tile floor some (yeah, it's still not done. But holy cow I need some me time too). So I drove my 14 mpg El Camino down to my Gramama's. Turned it off. Then thought that I should move it some so I can set my bed cover off to the side and out of the way. Put the key back in. Turned the key. I got one click and then nothing. Last time I checked a big block Chevy (BBC) doesn't sound like nothing. Those that work with me might have heard it a time or two. Anyways. I turned the key again, this time I only got nothing. Well, holy fuck something is wrong. Something electrical is wrong. That just happens to be the area where I don't know much about. Only that it hurts if you get zapped. That and - is black and + is red.

So I thought that something might just be hot. I'd let it sit with the hood open for a good 15-20 min and it should cool off. After that time, it was still a no go in the starting department. Humm. I played with the cables some...nada. Heck I didn't even have a working dome light. So, I didn't (and still don't) think it's the battery. I'm going to buy some new cables for it I guess sometime next week. Seeing as I'm going to the boat races this weekend.

Right now I am driving my grandmama's car. That's all good and everything. I just have to have it back to her by 7am. Well....fuck. If I want to get to work on time I'm going to have to leave here a lil after 5am. That's a good 45-50 min drive south. After I do that I then have to make sure I get everything I need put into my car. Then drive another 35 min or so back north. That's about 90 miles of driving before 7am. That fucking sucks. But I have to do it. I think I'm just going to be a little late to work. An hour wont kill me or anyone. It's slow anyways.

And now

I want to go out drinking. Stupid only having one beer to drink. Now I just want more. Hell, one maybe two more I'd be good to go to sleep. But nooooo.

Boobies....I don't know why

Hum. This is getting kind of boring. Coming home, playing some games on the computer. Damn, I am staring to want a nice lil RC truck, but that's not going to happen anytime soon. hum wonder why I get down like this every so often. Oh yeah, that's right I know why. 'Cause I think I stuff that I don't have but want. Eh, oh well. I'll get over it. And I'll start by using bad English and broken sentences. Yes! Yeah, I think I'm going to just jam this all together. Hell, as long as I know what I'm typing, that's all that matters to me. I wonder how long I can go on like this.

ok, so not very long. I wonder if I still have clothes in the dryer...brb. Well what do ya know, I did it all last night. I just want to have fun with my El Camino. Dang, I don't really have anything to bitch about. It's not like my life is bad or anything like that. Guess I should let the dog back in the 'rents house. I'm all for going to a bar or something, tossing a few back here and there. It's that whole driving back thing that sucks. It was nice in the Air Force. Had a thing called AADD, where you'd be able to get a ride home. Wouldn't it be nice if I lived just 2.64 (I think it's .64) miles from work. A tank of gas would last me a month. Well give or take. I do like how I can just go on and on in my blogs. blah blah blah. I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz.

Open Season

OMGzOr such a funny movie.

Theaters on the last showing on a Sunday night, good stuff.

Good night y'all.

Busy weekend

I've been busy working on the floor this weekend. It sucks that we ended up being short on tile. My dad thinks that someone must have taken a box of tile. Why would anyone walk off with a 41 pound box of tile? That's only 11 tiles, what on earth are you going to do with that? Maybe sell it for a dime bag of backing soda or something. Well, what ever the reason...there was no point in doing anymore tile work. I ended up going to home de pot again and got two more bags of the self leveling concrete. It should be nice and smooth when I start putting the tile down again. I'm still cleaning up the mess some what. Putting tools away all that good stuff. I even went out and got me a new drill, it's not that good of one. Just a cheap Black & Decker drill. But if I can at least get my money out of it, then I'll be happy. I'm not to the point where I could buy nice tools yet. Even if I do want to. I guess that's part of the fun of being poor.

I wont be able to work on the floor next weekend at all. I'm going to help a buddy out with the boat races. The last one of the season. I'll try and take more pictures of the races. Oh, I also got to wash clothes and clean out my car. Maybe I'll just put the junk in the trunk :P

Team America...Fuck yeah!

I went to sleep early last night, around 9:30. I didn't even finish watching Team America. I guess I could do that tonight. Damn I'm typing this slow. I guess I always do. I just need to sit back and zone out while typing this, rocking out to...who knows what, and drinking a nice kinda cold MGD. Well at least I'll get a good night sleep. That is until my alarm goes off. I think I'm going to set it for 8am. That way I can get more work done.

Other than that, there hasn't been much going on. Other than me not asking that one girly girl out. Maybe I'll see if she wants to check out hobbs grove. I worked there before, now that was fun. Eh, who knows. blahblah blah.

All wrapped up

All wrapped up
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yeah, so this is what I do at work all day. I just sit around and get all wrapped up in what I'm doing. It's all good though, I guess you can call this pay back. Not like I would've done anything to any of my co workers. Nope...not me

If people knew who I am

Would I still have the friends that I have? It's easy to say "yes". For the most part people want to keep their friends. But what if you really knew everything about them? Only one person knows more about me than I want people to. Well, she seems to have stopped talking to me again. It's kinda funny to sit back and think of all the people that don't talk to me anymore. Fuck, I think I'm a nice guy. Holy cow this post is going all over the place.

Hum I wonder what would happen if I did tell everything, not like it's going to happen. I guess I'll have to tell a few more people in my life time. Other than that, if you don't need to know you ain't knowing. So what is the point of this blog you might be asking your self. Well the point is me. It's my blog and I blog about what I want. Damn, I sound kinda pissy. I'm not really. Just kind of sick of some stuff right now. You know life and all that.

Ok I'm bored.

Ok I really need to find something to do with my free time. Other than work that is. Oh hey, I got a voice mail. OMG that was just sooo funny. So I called her back, still didn't check the voice mail. oh well, y'all wont understand :P

Maybe I should get my cable hooked up. Hum this song isn't that bad. It's different fo sho. Hello Goodbye - Here (in your arms). Humm beer is good. oh beer gut is bad. Ha! I don't have one of thoese. Damn I got to re add my counter to this template.

Just blah

Yeah, so I want y'all to know I didn't do much of what I wanted to do. I told a friend of mine that I was going to do something today, and I didn't do it. It's kinda funny in a way. Everything I was able to do in the military. As hard as I had to fight for everything that I didn't get (very long story, not going into it). I still can't talk to girls. Though I can joke around no problem. But to really talk. Maybe it's my Achilles' heel...humm just maybe. Eh, I'll step up to the plate sometime this week.

But anyways. This is my first blog to this beta blogger junk. It's kinda neat. I can do some other things with it. Some things are easier. But, it is beta. I want a way to back up my blogger-past. So far there doesn't seem to be a way to do this.

Damn, I've gone a long way in my posts. Just look at this one from months back. It sure is fun to read some of my posts from the past. Though, as soon as I start reading I know just what it was about. Then ere are a few months that I don't really plan on reading. Those would be the Feb '06 and earlier. I'm glad they are there, just want to re-read them.

Joshua out.

PS. this spell checker is much nicer.

Got a lot done

Today was good. Never mind the fact that I only got 6 hours of sleep on a weekend. I did get a few things that I wanted to do done today:

• Went to a Mopar Car Show
• Got my oil changed
• washed clothes
• worked on the floor some more

So all-n-all it was a good day. Ah, it's been a good weekend. Went to see a buddy of mine that was in town. That's why I didn't get back home till 3am last night. He was in no shape to drive, so I took him to his casa. It was only about 50 miles out of the way ;) what a nice guy I am. I thought that I might just stay the night at my grandmama's house, but nope. I ended up driving all the way back up here. So at some point in time someone better pick up my drunk ass and take me home.

It's klinda late

so it's after 4am. I didn't get back home till sometime around 3:30am. Had a beer and now I'm off to sleep.

Just thought I'd let y'all know.

Why is it so hard to ask a question?

It just boggles my mind. I can do small talk, "so you got any plans for the weekend?" No problem. But when it comes to, "We should do ______" or "Do you want to go _______" Yeah I got nothing. It seems that I don't have that problem if I use some form of internet media. I guess I can just send it and forget it. Ok, so I sound kinda like Ron Popeil, with his "set it and forget it."

hum...maybe I just need to grow some balls you might say. It seems like asking a chica out is harder than joining the military. You wouldn't even be able to understand just how scary that is unless you've been though it. I could send a message via the wonder that is Myspace, but what fun would that be?

Leg part II

Leg part II
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awww look. it's my mom's gross leg. At least it's not open anymore. No, I didn't just walk up to my mommy and ask to see it. She came in to my casa asking a question. While she was here, she though it would be a good idea to show me her leg. Well since she was showing me her leg, I wanted everyone (Ha! like everyone looks at my blog) to see it.

Honey

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This is my cat. Her name is Honey. Ok, so I seem to call her Deamon Spawn. Depends on her mood. Her eyes didn't take too well to the flash it would seem.

Next post is going to be my mommy's leg :P

The Incredibles

I was messing around at work, like I do. When it came to me that this would be a good idea to watch this movie. Ok, so it took me two days to watch it but it was so worth it. Made me smile, cry, you know all that good stuff. On a different note, I'm going to do it. yup, I think I am. Hum...what else was I going to bring up. Nope, not that. My freaking cat meowing at the door while looking right at me

Oh now she's walking this way. There, I took a picture of her for y'all. Oh, I even got a new one of my mom's leg.

Why am I so tired?

I just seems like I have been beat down. Just tired. It doesn't seem like I have much on my mind. Though thinking about getting gossip started around the shop does being a smile to my face. Though i think it's better if I just don't.

I guess this is how my friend was feeling last night. I think I would have thought about hanging up on my self too. Eh, whatever. Fuck, just tired. Maybe I'll eat some ice cream and go to sleep. I guess this is just another post of me bitching about who knows what.

Yeah I did it....so what

I left class early. There's a few reasons why I did such a thing. I was tired, the room was nice and warm, and I had a 30 min drive home. So I didn't see any point to me falling asleep in a class that I'm really not even taking. Just to fall asleep on the way home. So that brings me to the point...why am I still going to that class? The plan is to learn something, or why things are done the way they are in the lower math classes.

Dang is it soemthing in the water or what? why does it seem like all my out side of work friends are just in a mood today. I already had one friend hang up on my. It's kind of hard to help someone out that doesn't want help from you (me), so I ended up pissing her off (I guess) and she in turn hung up on me.

Why the hell am I drinking a Monster Energy drink at 9pm....geez I'm dumb.

Oh well. 'Ta hell with spell check! I do what I want.

Rocky Road ice cream

Is there anything better? I got me some Dryer's Rocky Road ice cream and it's sooooo good. So, hum...I can blog about a girl at work or ice cream or my freaking cat who is meowing at the door and wont stop. Well I let her out. I bet it wont be much more than 5 min before she is wanting back in.

Oh yeah, there is this weekend. The football game kind of sucked. But after the football game, now that was a fucking blast! We ended up going to Silver Dollar Hofbrau. We closed the place down. So much fun. Ok, so I had some beer too....just some ;)

ok ok....I was fucking toasted. Gotta do it again sometime.

well, that does it for tonight.

and even more demo

and even more demo
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Yeah I started a little home project this weekend. All I got done was taking up the old wood floor. Still got to do some cleaning up of the concrete sub-floor.

The plan is to be all done with it next weekend. I'll be sure to take more pictures of what I'm doing. I am going to be installing ceramic tile. Even need to make some round cuts in tile, and for those that don't know that is a bitch to do.

Good luck to me.

The story keeps on keeping on

Ok so I am trying to blog on, I just end up doing anything else. Right now I am looking for The Simpsons season 18. Damn, can't believe they have been around that long.

I guess I should start with the reason that I was at the ER the other night. Well, my mom was trying to weedeat some of the weed junk down. Well it ran out of string. The next tool of choice was the electric chainsaw. Yeah, I'm thinking the same thing. (oh dang, my mouse batteries are dying...). Well I guess that while my mouse charges I'll just keep on typing up my story. At this point in time my mom was wed eating with the chainsaw. Well the chainsaw hit the fence bounced back and hit my mom in the leg with the handle. Humm....Maybe that's a sign that she should stop. She kept on going till she hit the fence again. This time it wasn't the Handel that hit her in the leg, but none other than the chain it self. No, she didn't cut her leg off, as you can see here. So I had to take her to the ER at 7:00pm. At least it didn't take to long, we got out of there just after 8pm.

and like always...I'll post more later.