Saturday, December 26, 2009


Being alone again kind of sucks. Takes some getting used to that's for sure. Don't have anyone to talk to. No one to lay next to for some body warmth. No one to come home to. Hell, even this blog is alone.

Eh. such is life.

Friday, December 25, 2009

I hate Chrismas

I just want to go from the 23rd to the 26th. Get all this over with.
I don't even want to spend time with my family if I could. Only one of them is ok and he has his own problems.

Stupid Christmas.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

She's gone.

Her parents came by 2 days ago to help pack up and rent a truck to take it all back up north.

We were together about 10 months.

It is kind of depressing how quiet and empty my apartment is now.

Used to have cat, bird, and girlfirend. Now it's back to just me...

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Well, it's over

She is moving back home.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

what if...

...what if I just want to be single.

Well it turns out that she doesn't want to live down here. This far from her family.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Strip Club

I feel like going to one right now!

I want to go.
I want a beer.
I want to go out and have a beer.

Going out to a bar just for a beer or two is boring. If I am going to a bar I'm going to drink enough that I can't drive back.

Going to a strip club I can spend a few hours of time and just drink one or two beers.

In the end the cost is the same but I am still able to drive back from the strip club.

Why does she have to sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo anti-strip club?!


Well, I did it now. Locked it up. The lady friend and I seem to be on no speaking terms right now. This way I can still blog about her. Not so much in a bad way. I just don't need what I type to really get out to the public. She knows of my blog and I'll let her read it if she wants to. It will just be off my computer or something like that.

It has been awhile since I have really done any blogging anyways.

We just got back from a week long trip out to California to see my family and friends last night and already everything that we talked about and all the fun that was had seems to have been undone.

Arrrrgh would be so much easier if I could just type out what was buggin' me and why in one simple step.

Oh well I'm going to go do some reading from the Men's Health book I just got.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Going to lock up my blog

I'm going to go private.
If anyone who has been around here before would like an invite just leave a comment with an e-mail address to send it to.

Thank you.

Thursday, August 20, 2009


I really suck at blogging right now.

Dunno why.

Such is life.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I wanna move to New Orleans!

To here:

The cost is about twice of what I'm paying now for about the same size apartment.

I guess I should pay off my truck first.

I wanna move there right now!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Doesn't it suck when

You piss someone off and you don't even know why.

All I got was "and you didn't even say you were sorry" I don't really like just tossing out an "I'm sorry" if I don't really know why.

ok maybe there was a little more to it than that.
oh and ya for 2 post a month!

geez I'm lame :P

I suck at blogging!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Fuck honesty

Fuck it.

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

I want...

There is so much that I want to buy. There are other less fun items that I should be putting my money on. I should put and extra $200 on my truck payment. That is what I really should do. I also have rent due on friday. Blah! I just want to make more money.

I also want to buy a sat. radio thingy for my apartment. I spent just about $200 to get it all hooked up in my truck. Now I don't even use it. I think I will buy that. That way we can have some music in our apartment. Yeah, I think I just talked myself into buying that. When I get back to the beach I'll call up XM radio and see what the best deal I can get is. When I canceled they offered me a year for $77.

I got no clue why I keep looking up car GPS units. It isn't like I go on that many road trips. Hell, I don't even go driving all that much. I've almost spent 1/12 of the year out on this job alone.

Well in about 45 minutes it is time for lunch.

Well I'm already paying almost twice of what my truck payment is, so I guess it's ok to spend a little money on me sometimes :)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Dive number 2

Yesterday I got my second dive out in the Gulf of Mexico. All I got to do was unhook a clamp from a crane. Spent a whole 6 minutes in the water.

Yesterday is also the day I've worked 18ish hours.

12 hours Sunday
18 hours Monday
12 hours today

42 hours so far this week and it's only Tuesday.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

My job is hard


I'm tired. I got about 5 hours of sleep last night. Didn't hide and take a lil power nap while on shift. 'm tired and my body hurts. I've been doing this just 16 days so far.

I think I'm going to go laydown now.

Ha! I never did post this yesterday.

Tonight we got a stupid fire drill at 6pm. In the middle of my sleep time!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I'm digging a hole!

In the gulf of mexico.

Yup a hole in the ocean. To top that off the water here is only 20 feet deep. We are digging a hole 40ish feet deep.

Here is the boat I'm on.

and here is a picture

Y'all have fun!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Going out again

Well I've been back just over a week. I guess it's more like 2 weeks. We went to the state park last weekend. Need to remind me to post some pictures here.

This job should last about a month. It's about time too!

Ok, I got food cookin' gotta go!

P.s. I have to be at the shop at 1am! how suckie is that!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Going to sleep

Ok...I'm still out at sea.

I really suck at posting new blogs right now for some reason. I guess that means that life is going good.

I'll try to keep all 3 of y'all updated :P

Saturday, April 11, 2009

back to work

well i'm working again. not bad for almost 4 months without work. oh i had a lady friend move in and....well i've been broke so i haven't done much else

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I went to work the other day

and I still hate working in the shop. I don't just hate it, I hate it with a passion. It is that bad.

On a side note one thing I want to work on this year is upgrading my military discharge and pay off my truck.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Where have I been?

No where. Just really haven't been blogging at all. It has been over 3 months since I last worked. Now money is getting tight to say the least. Monday I'm going to go work in the shop with the hope of being called to go off shore. I'm also a little sick. Fun times for sure.

Well I'm sure I had some other stuff to say, I just can't remember right now. Short Sweet and to the point.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Fun with scammers!

Long story short. I know something was up.  and well here are some of the yahoo IMs that we've had. Names have not been changed :P

Chucky (2/24/2009 9:58:34 PM): How are you doing?
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 9:59:31 PM): I'm sad right now and I don't think I will be able to make it home for my vacation this week again
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:00:23 PM): awwww
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:00:26 PM): sorry to hear that (see I care :P )
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:00:35 PM): how come you wont make it back?
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:01:56 PM): I went to the bank here yesterday to cash my check and be able to buy my flight ticket home but I was told I have to get to the states before I could do that..they said this place is a third world country... (do people really believe this?)
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:03:26 PM): oh that sucks (I sooo know where this is going)
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:07:13 PM): I don't know what to do again but I don't want to spend my vacation here...
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:07:27 PM): this place really sucks
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:07:32 PM): yeah that would suck
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:10:03 PM): I was able to borrow 550 from my frieds here and i was having 300 on me but the cheapest flight i could get from here goes for 1300 but I'm still short of 450 now.....
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:10:27 PM): oh ouch (wait for it)
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:11:50 PM): I've tried everything but that is the only thing remaining for me to get outta here
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:12:42 PM): yeah, that sucks. I hope something can work out for you.
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:13:59 PM): I was hoping you could just borrow me the remainig 450 and I will refund you as soon as I get there and be able to cash my check...
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:16:01 PM): yeah, I might be able to work that out  (LoL yeah right!!!!! I'm horrible)
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:16:10 PM): ok
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:22:19 PM): you there? (worried I might go some place...)
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:22:24 PM): yeah
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:22:39 PM): what are you doing?
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:23:17 PM): just looking at e-mails
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:23:27 PM): ok
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:25:17 PM): so where do you want the check sent to?
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:29:42 PM): I was thinking you send the fund through western union money friends here said it's the reliable way of getting transfer money from the states...they said I should send it to their name and they will collect it through their passport...
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:30:41 PM): oh ok
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:31:10 PM): maybe you send it to my name and I will collect it here with my passport
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:31:29 PM): yeah
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:33:14 PM): I'll do that tomorrow for you
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:34:41 PM): you could probably need the address of the western union here...It's First bank of Nigeria Plc..No 2 trinity hospital road Abeokuta Ogun states, Nigeria
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:35:19 PM): can you write it down ?
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:35:25 PM): I am right now (ummm sure I am)
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:35:33 PM): ok
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:36:26 PM): how much do you need? (to get the amount I'm NOT sending right)
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:37:00 PM): 450 to complete my payment for the flight ticket
Chucky (2/24/2009 10:37:08 PM): cool
Kate Brooks (2/24/2009 10:40:52 PM): I'm very grateful for this! thanks a lot..

I'm sure "she" is...  :P

Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:21:50 PM): Just wanna ask if you're able to transfer the fund.
Chucky (2/25/2009 4:22:14 PM): yeah, I just did that a few minutes ago
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:22:33 PM): ok..thanks
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:23:34 PM): Is there any info to receive it?
Chucky (2/25/2009 4:23:53 PM): none that was givin to me
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:24:50 PM): ah..
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:25:54 PM): but my friends said there will be a test question and answer, together with mtcn number..were you given any?
Chucky (2/25/2009 4:26:15 PM): I'll have to look
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:26:23 PM): ok
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:48:31 PM): Did you got it?
Kate Brooks (2/25/2009 4:54:24 PM): Well I guess you're busy right now, but I have to go to bed now...If you get it you can send it to my email inbox on, or send it as offline to me.

Maybe I should google some fake money order info and give it. WooHoo.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

2010 Is the year of Josh

yeah, because I said so!

I am already making plans for next year!

Humm, can you tell what I have planned yet?!

I'm thinking I need a Balcony Suite in the French Quarter part of New Orleans for next years Mardi Gras! Yes!

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Home Sweet Home

I'm back at my apartment. I ended up driving 1000 miles the first day and 750ish the second day.

That is 1750ish miles with only a 3 hour nap. I did stop for food, gas, drinks, food, gas, gas, food...

Well from California to Louisiana and all the driving between the two I ended up stopping for gas a total of 10 times. The amount I spend on gas (just from ca to la) is $209.03. My trip total must be close to $500 on gas.

My total milage is about 5800! Damn!

1750ish from here (Louisiana) to Las Vegas, NV (twice)
and all the driving from Las Vegas to California and all the driving around I did there.

I did end up getting pulled over one time. For doing 75 in a 70....ohh watch out. I just cute eyes and played with my hair some. He let me go with just a written warning.

I'm Fucking Crazy!

Friday, February 06, 2009

Glory Hole

Taken at a rest stop some place in Arizona

oh the things i find on the walls of public rest rooms. i just had to share this goody with y'all ;)

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Holy cow!

what is wrong with me tonight! I think I am going to leave here tomorrow morning. Depending on how I feel. it's already 1/4 to one (12:45am). it has been awhile since I've blogged this much in one day. I guess I'm just feeling a little alone right now. Much to my own doing. No one to blame other than my self. I am fine with that. It is what it is.

Well I guess I'm done typing to my blog. Kinda boring when the blog does not type back...

And a lot more random crap

Your 80s Song is "Sweet Child O' Mine"

If you were transported back to the 80s, your life would be all about rock and roll.

You love the free wheeling, wild atmosphere of the 80s - even if there were consequences later on.

You think of the 80s as a time of partying hard and letting loose.

Even if you find a lot of the 80s nostalgia to be a bit lame, you truly believe there was no better decade.


Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing


You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective

You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses.

And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special

Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

(ok enough of that!)

You Should Call Your Boobs "Tom & Jerry"


I like it!

You Are 68% Interesting

You are a fairly interesting person. Many people find you to be intriguing.

You have a dynamic, adventurous life... a life that others envy.

You are genuinely interested in and open to the world.

You love making new friends, and you're always up for an unusual experience.

Like everyone else, you can get a bit boring from time to time. That's normal.

But unlike everyone else, you can pull yourself out of a rut. You don't stay boring for long.

ok ok -- no more

How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

You've Experienced 48% of Life

You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s.

You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to.

Regardless of your age, you may feel like you are still getting started.

Don't forget to look back at how far you've come. You've traveled a lot further than you might think.

I'm sure I'll end up doing a few more of these.

What Board Game Are You?

You Are Checkers

You are very logical and rational. You are able to understand what is and isn't a factor.

You're able to compartmentalize and focus on the essentials.

You appreciate simplicity. You can see the layers of complexity and beauty in anything.

You are also playful and good natured. You don't take life too seriously!

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Watching it happen

I guess I should have something else I can blog about other than the fact that we are becoming less and less of friends. All I can do it watch it happen.

 anti-fun: I can't believe we are having an arguement about porn
  New topic
 me: lol
  why? I wasn't done yet
10:07 PM anti-fun: ummm... yeah, you are
 me: awww
  I'm going to call you the anti-fun for now on
 anti-fun: go right ahead     (see I said I was going to -- I'm just a jerk! :P )
 me: hugs
10:08 PM you're still my bestest friend
10:09 PM anti-fun: maybe... but not single anymore :P  (see this part bugged me. Why even bring that up, I already knew this.)
10:10 PM me: and that has nothing to do with you being a friend of mine or not
10:11 PM so, we'll see how it changes you
 anti-fun: ah ha... yeah... maybe  
And then the conversation was dead. Sure my anti-fun friend has the addy to my blog but I think anti-fun is too busy playing World of Warcraft now.

Damn. I do sound jelous. I don't think I am. I just want to be able to hang out and chat and bull shit like we used to. I really am happy for her I just wish I wasn't getting a short end of the sick.

Oh well that's life and I got this feeling that we're just going to become less and less of friends.

Sometimes life is just a bitch.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

So bored

Sooo bored. I'm waiting for my uncle to get off the computer. There isn't anything else to do here. Great 2 blogs in 2 days. Humm guess i have crap on the mind. I guess i could play the "i'm not texting 'til she texts first" game. But i know who's going to win that one and it isn't me. Oh well, guess i need a new friend. Any takers? Such is life. I wonder why this is buggin' me. Yeah i got nothing. I guess i'm just a silly boy.

I guess i need people too

It is kind of funny (or should that be sad?) how few people i really talk to. I'm not sure why this is. I have a few ideas, but they are just guesses.

I can't sleep. I'm not even tired. I think i am getting tired of staying at my grandmama's house. A part of me just wants to go back to louisiana. Who knows how many more times i'll get to see my grandmama and i just want to leave.

I never been much of a family guy, but the cartoon does rock!!

I wonder what i would do if i didn't blog. I am even blogging in the dark via my cell phone. Funny thing about blogging is that it is nice to get comments, but as you can see i don't get very many at all. That's fine, makes it more like who i am in real life. Just me, my phone, and my blog. What more could a boy ask for? Well, maybe a new mountain bike.

I bet $5 that someone i know will stop reading this 'cause there is someone newish on her mind. Maybe that makes it ok to talk about her now! :p well, not like i would have anything bad to say about her.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Mountain Biking

I need to get into better shape. Need to for life and for work. I really want to get into mountain biking as you can tell from the title of this post. I think I'm going to stop by a bike shop tomorrow. That's my goal at least. Just to take a look at what is out there. I've done some online reading, I just want to add a hands on feel / look to the bikes.

Oh well. I'm sure I'll post something here about what I end up doing. This would be a good place to keep track of how long / how far I ride.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Strange feeling

Not too sure what it is. Not sure just how I should type it out (good thing this is my blog and y'all don't have to understand it). Maybe I just like the attention, then again who wouldn't?

Bleh. Oh well what's a silly boy to do?

Thursday, January 15, 2009

New Truck

Well I got me a new truck yesterday. 2004 Toyota Tacoma. Just under $14,000 from Carmax. It comes with just over 44,000 miles. I'm working on installing my XM radio right now. This is a lot nicer than my car. I'm going to be giving my 2001 Saturn SL1 to my mommy. What a nice son I am.
It's only a 2 wheel drive but I think it has a nice look to it.

Update: XM radio is installed and everything other than one light works as planned.

Monday, January 12, 2009

I made it to Vegas

Day one I ended up driving 550 miles

Day 2 was 850 miles. That was a lot of driving.

Day 3 ended up being 350 miles.

Total so far is 1750 miles.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

the start starting mialage is: 116925.

we'll just call that 117,000.

and the fun begins!

my guess is 5,000 round trip. thank God

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Bad Evaluation

I've never had a bad review in any job. Now I have. I'll find out more on that tomorrow.

I didn't even get 200 posts in last year. How lame is that. Oh well. I guess that means not much went wrong.

pff I want some beer. And not the old junk I got.

I'll be back later...


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