Move out

I sooo wanna move out. I'm almost at the point that I don't care who it's with. I even went to roommates.com and took a look at who all had room open. That way I'm not locked in a 6 months or a year. Or I could just suck it up till I get my car paid off. In the end I think that's what I'll end up doing.

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Title this

So yeah. It's been a few days. I don't know. I just thought I'd open this up and see what comes out. So, I guess I'll just be blogging this for awhile and see what happens. See just where I go with it.

Well I'm going to reboot my PC.

I had two big goals that I wanted to do this weekend.

1. Get a call back
2. Wash my car

Well right now I'm batting .500. So for those of you that thought I might get a call back, y'all all wrong. I've been told not to put so much weight on talking to voice mail. I've been told that I shouldn't live in the past. But so far it is JUST like it. I was thinking....OMG, here I am talking about a silly girl again. Is this the signs of being desperate? I don't think I am. Maybe I just need some chance, or someone, in my life. Ah fuck it. So what do I want to make of this? I don't know. Maybe I'll find my way in Baton Rouge, now there's an idea. I can still remember the dress she had on....But what ever, that type of stuff doesn't seem to matter all that much right now. I can't even get a flippin call back. But, I do still have my cat. So I'm going to become some creepy old guy with cats. I'll have 25 of them. And when kids walk home they will run, not walk, past my house. It'll be an old creepy house like in the movie A Series of Unfortunate Events.

So there you have it folks. My life will be a movie someday.

Well I did it.

And I got voicemail again. So hum, I do not understand girls at all. So, I guess I'll have to ask her next time she's online (damn that sounds soooo geeky, eh oh well)

I got something...

...to blog about. I'm just going to wait and see what happens before I post anything.

So here's to the weekend.

Voice mail...

Did I talk to voice mail....Yes, I did.

I just hope it doesn't turn in to another story like last time.

Maybe, I'll get a call back. I hope so.

Do you want to know

The feuture? That was a question that came up last night in the movie.

109°F
Feels Like
113°F

Yeah, so it's a little warm today. Ok, it's fucking hot. I think my eye balls are sweating. That's how bad it is. I've gone out side a few times. Gone to home de pot twice. Had some work done to my car. It is kinda sad, it is soooo much cooler in my car. Maybe I'll just sit around the house naked. I guess no one would ask me to do anything if I did, right?

I think my cats are dieing in this heat

hahahaaa!@!aalolbbq!1
I had a home secure and dank
'Til salt got flushed down the septic tank
Now I'll no longer make romance
But you can still get in my pants.

Yeah, that was from this game that I'm playing called Kingdom of Loathing. Yeah it's a free RPG, ya might want to check it out sometime.

The history of the world part II

So, I want to blog. Not to sure where to start at though. Maybe the movie I seen tonight (lady in the water). It was good. I went with a friend and her sister.

Well, I had my chips and dip. I am now working on a beer.

yeah I like I said, I didn't know where I was going with this. I guess just wasting y'alls time.

Good night.

Where to start?

I could take this two different ways.

1) I had dinner with a girl :P (I just like saying that, it makes everyone go: "ohhhhhhhh wha happened")

2) This Chicka that I've kinda been talkin to.

I think I've talked about silly girls enough. Even though I did have dinner with a silly girl ;) Over all dinner was great. I got some time to talk to a friend in need. I just hope that I helped in some way. I'm sure she'll do what she needs to. ...OMG look at me, I'm blogging about someone else
that's freaking insane
OMG I'm typing way to fast right now. I wonder how many typos I'm gonna have. Ha! just fixed two.

Then there's this girl. Wish in one hand and shit / spit/ anything else in the other hand. See witch one fills up first. I'm not even going to waste my time wishing something that most likey never will happen. Though there is a part of me that hopes something does. I mean, she is talking to me again / again. I can make her laugh, that's always a good thing. I like being able to do that to people. Just to get a smile on their face.

ok, off to nighty night land.

Guess I should blog

But about what?

Steak? Boobies? Some girl? Grapes? Tuesday?

So I have been playing this free RPG. All web based so you can play any place you want. Kinda a neat lil game. Lots of meat in it, if you know what I mean ;) And seeing as you haven't played the game, you don't know.

I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!!

so yeah. I don't know. You pick!

I'm a dork

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Yeah, so this was taken at work. I still got that BK crown in my car. I guess I'm just keeping it for good luck. LOL, I'm a dork and I got pictures to prove it.

Video blogs

A friend of mine said that I should do it. That I should even do a drunken video. I think not. I'm not much of the say out loud type of guy. I blog in slience. Just kinda talking in my head and typing it out on the keyboard for all my great readers to read. There's been a few people that have read my blog and said that I blog just like I talk. I guess I do, seeing as I talk to my self when I do this. I don't try to dress it up and make it sound all pretty. It's just not my style.

Damn people make some dumb blogs. I must have click on "next blog" 20 times. Half of them were not even in english, the other half were about someone else, or something else. You would think that there are other people out there (other than those that I know of) that blog about them self. Just then I found this blog, I got no idea what to make out of that.

humm all out of beer, so I am drinking vanilla vodka and wild cherry pepsi. It's not as bad as you'd think

well I guess I should post this before I forget all about it and shut my computer off.

So here goes.

Road trip planning!

Ok..Hold on gettin a beer.

All better. This weekend I plan on doing nothing. Maybe wash some clothes, but only 'cause I really need it. I want to get out of this damn town. So I think a mini road trip is in order. I want to go to magic mountain. Its been about 4 years since I've been there. Too long if you ask me.

So who wants to go?

I'd love to be able to go next weekend, just need to find some people to go with. Well, we will see how things turn up.

The strangest thing.

So I'm trying to see what I should make of this. I'm tired. So, the strangest thing is going on. This girl from way back in the day. Well I got an e-mail from her last week or so, not a reply...just an e-mail. ha. that story brings back memories. Well, she messaged me on yahoo a few min after I got home. Funny how that works out.

So I'm not even getting my hopes up. I don't hate her, I even told her that. I'm smart enough to know that life happens. Just that a lil reply now and then help me keep a level head, doesn't it everyone. Ok, a part of me wants things to move on (I wouldn't I want that). I dunno.

Guess what I found the other day.

The other day I was at my Grandmama's house looking around her shed. A found a bunch of old school work. I'm talkin' like school work from 4th grade. I even found my yearbook, so I'll have to scan that.

So yeah, I found two books full of stuff from the past. It's just nice to be able to think about life when it was all simple. No worries. No silly girls. No cell phones. No, nada! I wanna be in the 4th grade again!

There's my cue

Yeah, so it was about 4:30. I'm standing around, just bullshitin' with some of the guys from work. Then she walked by the window. The short cute lil thing. Well her stalker (I still don't know what she thinks, just what I'm calling him) said...."Well there's my cue" Turned around and walked outside behind her.

Now you might be thinking that I'm jealous, well I'm not. I'm just sick of him acting like he's a dog in heat. Hell, he's over 30 years old. I try hard not to be a "typical guy", and what do I got to show for it? Nada....nada mucha. I guess I'm just getting bitter in my semi kinda not really old age. Maybe I just don't know.

Nice guys finish last.....fuck that! I may not be first, but I sure as hell aint last.

AHAHHAHAAAA my stupid family.

Why can't I stand my family? Would other people be able to stand my family? I don't think so. I know it's a bad thing to say, but what cha going to do about it? Between my crazy mom and my fucking much of a brother taking everything she has. What am I to do? I tell her...Stop giving him money...Stop paying his cell phone bill...Stop...Yeah, it doesn't do any good. I tell my brother he's a fucking idiot. Yeah, that too doesn't do any good. He just went out and got another fucking tattoo. With what money? He doesn't have a job. So it must have been from my mom, or one of his idiot friends. But, who the hell would buy someone else's tattoo? I can't think of anyone.

My parents just got back from their vacation early Saturday. They were gone just over a week. It was nice. There was no one for my brother to mooch money from. No one to go all crazy (I think my mom might have lost her pills, might have just a lil something to do with it). Maybe that's why I'm just fine staying in my room. Less people to bug me. I just don't even want to be here. If I didn't have that damn car payment, I would have been gone by now. At least I have moved out, the military kind of makes you.

Ya know this bloggin isn't even...

Fuck it. I'm going to Jack in the Box.

Going to do it

That's right. I'm going to join a gym. I'm going to look like a total idiot at fist I know. Walking around looking like I don't know what I'm doing. So I've been looking around, reading different web sites. Oh, I also need to find more music. And maybe a new mp3 player if I like it. Would be nice to have someone to go with, I guess.

So if all goes as planned. I'll be working, school, and gym. Damn. Go me. We'll see how it all works out. I guess I'll be a busy guy. Nothing to wrong with that.

Yeah, so this is my short blog while I wait to go pick up my daddy. Oh yeah, the 'rents came home last night. We had the house cleaned up. I even went to a boobie bar with a girl last night.

Stalkers and Attention Whores

yeah, they suck. This is more of a bitch than anything else. I guess I'm going to blog about coworkers today. It doesn't really bug me, well yeah it does. There's this guy at work, he's about 7 years older than I am and just as single. Then there is this girl at work. She's a cute lil thing, that's for sure. Has a boyfriend of 5 years now. it's just sick the way this guy is around her. .....ah I'll find something else to blog about, this subject matter sucks! Oh and I'm not a big fan of stalkers or attention whores.

Humm....how about cleaning my house, seeing as the 'rents come back tomorrow. Oh maybe I could spend some time blogging about my waste of space brother, but that wouldn't be anything new. I think I'm going to play my game for awhile and see what comes up.

So. I would like that think that I was a half way smart kind of guy. Not just going after anything with two tits, a hole, and a heartbeat. I just see these guys at work. Well, two of them. It seems like they'd hit anything that moves. Heck, one of them is the reason I'm blogging what I am. If some chicka told me to go ahead and clock in early, I wouldn't take that as a hint that I should go out and buy her a candy bar (yeah..he did) and ask her to lunch (witch she did go) and all this other stuff. So I'm thinking she either is starting to want him (eh, whatever) or just likes the attention (That shounds right).

Enough about that shit. It's feels nice being awake for the better part of the day and not sleeping in till noonish. I met up with some friends about 10am then we headed to watch pirates of the caribbean. That was a good movie. Then we had lunch at California Wok. It was good, well as good as a Chicken Teriyaki Bowl gets. Good news is that there was a hawt chicka there. That's always nice, and she was able to take a joke too. So there it is. I think I'ma go have me a beer as I clean up the house some more.

Fire! Fire!

Well, I'm in a good mood as I type this. Just opened my first beer of the night. I might have one more, might not. Depends how long I type I guess.

Well we just has a small get together at my Grandmama's house. Just my brother and I..Well my grammy was there too. So she cooked up some pork chops, potatoes, salad, bread. It was nice. Simple.

So I was going to be cool and make a lil snap shot of where I was. But I aint gonna. Though, I did find my Granamam's house using Google Earth.

Well there I was setting off fireworks. That was fun. Then one of them goes out to the dry grass. This is dry grass....About 30 acres of it. So, that's when my brothers says....Fire....Josh, there's a fire. Yup, there was a fire starting. So I went there, in my sandals, and we stooped the fire out. Well that was fun....NOT. That could've been real bad.

So I still got a bunch of fireworks that I didn't want to set off 'cause of all the grass around.

On a different note. I sent a few text messages to some friends and an ex-friend. Well I got some back. And the shock of all shocks....The ex-friend sent one back. Saying that her phone messed up and that she lost all the numbers. So, she had no idea who I was. I replied with "Joshua". And get this......I got nothing back. So, I got a smile on my face just thinking about it. So I got my answer. That she wanted me to "fuck off"...Not that she would ever tell me that. Yeah, it's all good. I almost felt like sending her a message saying "well hope you have a good life". But I didn't. I'm laughing just thinking about it. What ever.

Over all...Yeah I had a good day. This week is almost over. Almost payday.

Ah, my beer is gone and it's 12:03.

I think I'll play a game for a few min, then off to sleep.

I Have A Type B+ Personality

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow. You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer. A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Right choices

Damn I'm really going at it today. I guess that is what happens when I live up in this stupid town. nah, I am not going to go blaming the town, though it does suck. Well I'm going to get some pepsi.

So yeah...right choices. I've made some choices in the past. Some worked out for me and some are the reason I'm back in cali. I would like to think that so far more good than bad has come from my choices. I think it's a close one though.

Ha, I'm going though my e-mail account, looking at old e-mails. I got this one from 4/3/05. I can still remember where I was, what building I was in, what I wanted to do. Back when I was die hard military. I was e-mailing an army recruiter. Lets see what else I can find. Oh yeah, birthday messages from a year ago. Nice. Oh yeah, and an e-mail from some newb that fucked up a website that I work on. LOL it's been about 10 months since I had lunch with that one chicka. Holy cow. Talk about taking it slow. Geez.

aight well I am all clean now and I forgot what my point to this wa....oh yeah, right choices. Good luck with that :)

Church for the wrong reason

I never really been much of a church goer. My mom grew up in the church, my dad didn't. That's not really the reason I don't go. Has more to do with my mommy. She didn't like what they taught her or the way, something like that. So have I ever read The Bible? Nope sure haven't. Do I want to, can't say that I do. So what's the reason of making a blog about church if I don't go or read about it. Hell, I make jokes about burning when I go in...Not that I believe that I would. I even went to my friends conformation. I didn't burn then, and I'd go for her again.

The thing is, I remember one of the ladies reading from the book of Genesis. She was telling the story of the first seven days. I can't help but not believe it. If you were going to create something, out of nothing, why do it over seven days? Why seven days and not 3, 15, 40? The sun goes down and the moon comes up. Maybe it's because I like history, or maybe because it's just the way my mind works. I like stuff that I can understand. That I can picture in my mind the way it was / worked. When I go to church, the times that I have, I pay my respect I just don't think I've gotten anything out of it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I don't believe in God, 'cause well...I don't know, but there's been times that even I've asked for help.

So if I look back will I get turned in to a pillar of salt?

Well anyways, I do have a point to this, so just stay with me. A friend of mine said that they (him and his g/f) would be honored if I'd go to church with them sometime. Made it a point to even say that they have a singles group that meets up. So my lil 40 watt light bulb lit up. I just see going to church in the hope of meeting some chick the wrong reason to go. If I'm not going for me, then why would I go? That's kinda the reason I haven't gone. I see what my brother does, and the way he acts....And I believe he is only going for the girls / friends. So who's more wrong (if you want to look at it that way) the one who doesn't go for the right reason, or the one that goes for the wrong reason?

Maybe I'll just read up on the Book of Joshua.

Thanks for reading, my lil book of a post of my lil book ;)

Holy cow I gots to go pee

So today I took myself out on for a lil date. Well, just to the movies no dinner. Though, that would have been a nice thought. So I started my day off by cleaning up around the house. Then I called a friend of mine asked why I didn't just go watch a movie or something if I was so bored. Why clean up the house? Well, I didn't have a good answer for that. So, I went and watched not just one but two movies. The movies I watched were: Nacho Libre and Superman.

Nacho was ok, had it's funny parts. Superman was real good. The only thing is that I got me a 32oz coke before the movie started and some sour patch kids. About an hour in the movie I had to go make PeePee. I just couldn't take myself away from the movie long enough to go. So I stayed in my seat. By the end of the movie I think my eye balls were floating. Yeah, that's how bad it was. It hurt to walk. Well, I guess this is enough about me going make peepee. I got more I want to blog about, I just want to make it in a new topic. Doesn't feel right to talk about church and peeing in the same topic.

Mr. Mom

Well not really, but like the song.

Today I am going to try and clean up around the house and my room. Wish me luck, I'm going to need it.

We'll see how it ends up when I blog again tonight. Since I'm a blogging fo0.

Wedding season

I just got home from a friends wedding. It was a nice and simple one. Outside....in the middle of summer...holy cow ;) Eh, it wasn't that bad. There were lots of trees and it was right next to a river. It was good seeing some friends from highschool again. Though I've seen a few of them around.

Now I am home alone. Rocking out to Rob Zombie. Do I have any friends over, Nope. Any Girls over...nope. Just me and some wild Cherry pepsi. I thought about sotpping at a boobie bar on my way home, but I can look at boobies on my computer if I really wanted to and I don't have to pay for that. Then I thought about going to a bar, I know of one right next to the freeway on my way back. I ruled that out too. I can drink at home for less.

I soooo need to go out more. I just feel like I live 30 miles from anyplace or anyone that I would want to go out with or to. So that's not good. Unless I pass out at their house...humm... Well, hum I guess that's it. I'll just find something for me to do with all this free time. Maybe wash some clothes or feed the dogs (I already did that). I guess I could eat more ice cream. So many choices.

I lost my pants!

yup, nothing funny about it. I had pants...now they are lost. So I had to go out and buy new ones. Yeah I walked into Mervyns with no pants on. I didn't really get any odd looks. That might have something to do with the fact that I live up here, eh who knows.

** Rockin out to Ozzy**

well ok, I did have shorts on, I just wanted to give y'all the mental picture of me walking around with no pants on. So Ha!

Well, I got another wedding to go too (why do I almost type weeding). This one is a friend from highschool, damn it has been a few years. Last time I seen him was at Reedley College when I was home from Tech School. So that was around...October of 2002. Shit, that was almost 4 years ago.

Friday night

And I am just sitting in my chair, thinking about drinking some Pepsi and vanilla vodka. I even got some ice cream. Maybe I'll go in the other room and see what's on TV. The house in nice and quite, oh yeah I got the week with no parents. Though, my brother is still around. But, he's going clubbing tonight...Well that's what he says.

I think I'm going to get some ice cream. Then I might blog something about a dinner and a movie :o Oh, so I am typing thin one handed, seeing that I got a vanilla & almond Häagen-Dazs® in my left handWellll, its about half gone. Ok, all the way gone nowSweetet typing a lot faster now. I got a feeling that this might turn into another book post of mine. Not that there is anything wrong with that. I got some friends that just seem to love reading my blogs. I'd never would have thought that would happen. Gee.Lookok at me blogging about blogging. What a geek!

So last night I went and had dinner with friendnd of mine after work. Yeah, it was good times. Oh my, dinner at Chevys was a blast. I am suck a goof, but I was with good company so it was all good. And she (oh holy cow, I went to dinner with a Girl :P). We'll have (that's right, HAVE to) do that again.

I guess I should let the dogs in...

So where was I? Well I got some fireworks, only no clue what I'm going to do or who I'm going to do it with on the 4th of July. A buddy that I hang out with after work gave them to me for helping him out with his boat and what-not. So that was cool.

Fuck it, maybe I wont drink anything. Oh I had this beer last night. It tasted real good. Oh and the BBQ Ribs I had for dinner....Oh my, I think they were the best ribs I've ever ordered from a resturant.Yes, they were that good.

Oh yeah, tomorrow I get to sleep in till it gets to light in my room to sleep anymore. That's going to be nice. Well yeah, no drinking for me. It has only taken an hour or so to type this book up. Eh, it gives me something to do. But, now I am tired so I must go to sleep.

I hope y'all have fun out there in the interweb land.