Someone to understand me

I would love to be able to talk to someone about some of the things I have been through. Well, I guess I got one person, but even then I don't know if she really understands how it feels sometimes. It is something that I have to live my life with. I could type it out here, but you wouldn't understand why I feel the way I do.

A co worker made a comment today about the managers watching the way we act out side of work. To witch I snapped off (the snapping was uncalled for, just a touchy subject....for witch I'm not going to go into) "what I do on my own time, is on my time. I'm not in the military anymore. What are they going to do, get me fore Conduct unbecoming of [the place I work]?" Then I just got this deer in the head light from the two co workers there. See, they don't understand. I wanted to explain why I feel that way. Deep down, I know it doesn't matter. I got my reasons, be they right or wrong. They are mine. So I just dropped it and went on with my life. I guess I just want to be understood....sometimes.

When I clock out. I'm on my time.