A lot of Things Different

So here I am, half asleep and rocking out to some Kenny Chesney - A Lot of Things Different. It got me to thinking, what would I have done different. Now I'm not going to spill all the guts for ya. Just something for me to think about. Would I still be in the military? Would I still have the firends that I have? Would I be just a lil ol' me sitting alone in this here ol' house?

Well I know I'm stonger from have to go through what I have. But I can't help to think that I've cut people out of my life. Maybe I just don't like people get close. Is that just as bad?

well I just got back from the ER...