I wonder

• What I would be doing if I was still in the Military.
• If I didn't start this school
• If I'm losing more friends than I'm making
• Why I post more here than talk to people
• How much someone really would know me if they read all 550+ posts
• Why do I blog so much
• Why am I making a damn list (oh yeah....just a brain dumb)
• If things that don't kill you, really do make you stronger.
• what puts me in this kind of mood.
  
• Why does it feel like I have no one to talk to, but at the same time don't want to talk to anyone. I guess if I was talking to people I wouldn't be typing this.
  

I would like to be able and take a step back and read my blog as someone else. Just to see what I sound like. What kind of person I come across as when you don't even know who / what I am.

Why does it seem like there isn't enough time in the day, but I sit here and do..well..not a whole lot when I get home. "Home is where you make it." Well, I'm not sure I would call THIS home. Long beach sucks. I pretty much moved from one getto to another. Maybe that's why I spend so much time on my computer. I can pretend I am some place else.

I've also started watching Heroes. Good show.

I guess this is enough.