Tuesday, January 15, 2008


I need to blog. Maybe this will help. I can't blog about what I want. two reasons for this: 1) I'm sure I know what y'all will say and 2) it's family related. Maybe I'll just make me a new private blog. For reasons just like this. Fuck!

There are a few people I could call up and say "My brother just told me........" But I'm not going to. Even though I know they will say "you should have called...."

well shoulda woulda coulda.

I can deal with my own problems. I get real quiet and anti social, but I deal with them. I don't like to and don't want to bring other people into my problems. So I don't. And that in turn leads to really big walls around me.

So I just sit here doing this and well I guess I might as well watch the second half of
Hannibal Rising (2007) I'm sure that would help put me in a better mood. Fuck!Fuck Fuck!

Fuck why does do this.


The Lone Beader said...

Shoulda coulda woulda. I say that all the time...

phishez_rule said...
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phishez_rule said...

Hmm. Maybe you should write up the post, just to clear your head at least. You don't have to publish it.

Samantha_K said...

phishez rule makes a good point.

Wish I was there to talk you through things! Hope the situation clears up.

Joshua said...

Yeah thanks. I'll be fine. I kinda just told one of my good good friends. Got the reply like I knew I would. There really isn't anything you can say.

I'm just going to get a good night sleep.

whimsicalnbrainpan said...

Sorry Joshua. I hope you feel better soon.


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