Halloween

Pfffffffffffffffffff

I was going to go to a STATIC-X, and what not, concert. Seeing as I got a big ol' test coming up tomorrow. I was just going to drink water, while everyone else would be drinking something. Then I thought about how much sleep I was going to end up getting...a whole 3 hours. Four if I was lucky. It also cost almost $30 to get in the door and the cost of the drinks. So I just thought it would be better to stay home tonight.

It really isn't that bad. Most everyone else is gone. So that does make it nice. It would be nice if I had some friends to hang out with, but who am kidding. I don't hang out, never have.

I'll just stay here watching porn and eating kix and string cheese =)

I am out of conrtol!

First there was





Then we went to...





and you know.




I know...that last one was just hawt stuff!


That leaves us with tonight....


This is now

Well it has taken six months

And now one of the roomies is going to start looking for a new place. Fair enough. Just sucks 'cause he's one of the ones that I don't mind. Now if some of the other "oh I don't have the money for ____" roomies would go, so be it.

It all started with

18 or 19 people in my class. Now five, almost six, months later we are down to 12. We lost most of them about three months ago or one thing or another. For the most part it is a good group of people, however, there are a few people I wouldn't mind at all if they didn't make it to the next class.

Oh well that is life.

Update on Chucky

It feels like it has been a long long time since the last time I sat down and did some typing. I don't know why I haven't, I just haven't. Well it also helps that a stupid fucking Charter employ can't his his simple work orders. We had the cable TV turned off. I make it real clear to the lady NOT to have the internet cut off too. She made it real clear that I was going to get $26 back on my next bill. Well, I come home on Wed. and low and behold...no cable tv OR internet! The soonest a tech could come out would be three days later. So I am taking this issue up with Charter Corporate offices.

Well some of the things I have done.

• Paid for dinner for my brother and his family.
• Cut metal with fire....under water
• got a 99% and 95% on two test

I don't know I'm sure I have done some other stuff too. Last night I went out with some of the roomies and a few other people. Ended up going to the Queen Mary. They had a lil Halloween thing going on. Ok so maybe I did some drinking too. Just some beer, whiskey and rock stars. Over all I spent too much money but it was still fun times.

Guess I should say this too. while in line of a (weaksause) haunted maze. Well some girl said I was sexy. And well the conversation went a little something like this...

You're sexy!

Thanks

Cool shirt. Take it off.

(hummm what to do what to do....)

You mean like this?

(and I undo one button.)

Then I get smart.

If you want the shirt off. Then you take it off.

well she did...

i need to

blog more. these little ones from my cell phone just don't seem to cut it. i need to blog from everything from dinner with my brother and his family to cutting metal under water with fire.

see that's just too much for my lil ol cell. but it sure is better than working. 8-)

Called in sick today...

in order to go to the boat races early =)

That means that I am also going to miss out on my welding class tomorrow. Well I wouldn't say miss.

My tooth is doing a lot better, that's good. Still hurts to eat sometimes.

Oh well....shower time

Well I didn't make it to class

I had planned on going to class in the afternoon. Only I don't think it is a good idea after everything I took last night trying to make the pain go away.

So I did go to the dentist this morning after one of the worst nights sleep ever. With the 4 Tylenol PMs that I took I was tired but the pain made it almost impossible to sleep. So with all the pills that I popped and the lack of sleep and the pain in my mouth. I didn't make it to school today.

I've spent most of the day laying down watching TV. I think I watched 5 episodes of Heroes. Soon to be two more.

My whole body seems to just hurt. Like if I got in a fight or something last night.

I am hungry. I just don't feel like eating. Lets see how work goes tomorrow. My guess is that it's going to suck.

holy fucking shit!

I can't believe how much this fucking hurts. I can't even sleep.

I've taken 4 tylenol PMs and countless Motrins. I can't fucking sleep. Just want to yell out fuck. but can't

holy shit. fuck. mother fuckcing shit! damnit. I was a sleep for an hour or two then woke up this this sharp pain. I have no more tylenol PMs to take. my damn broken wrist didn't even hurt this much. This is like some sharp pain that someone keeps poking at. and I got nothing to do to make me feel better.

fucking shit. kjdlf;as;oifjaodifgjadgajdf
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FUCK.

It can't hurt more than this is I just fucking pull it out my self. fucking damnit. thst sounds like such a good idea right now too...

I want to blog about my weekend.

****Warning: Strong Language****

Ok, I really want to post about something good. My weekend was great! My brother came back from Qatar on Friday night. Only my fucking tooth is killin me again. And it's my dumb ass fault. If I would have mailed that insurance form off back when I gotten it, I would have insurance by now. But, nope. fufck! So, now I am going to miss half a day of school tomorrow in order to go to the dentist. I hope to just miss half a day. I don't even want to think about what would happen if I miss a full day. But, if it hurts so much that it is hard to drive. I really don't think...fuck!...that I need to be diving. fuck fuck fuck!!!

Ok, so I took my tylenol pm. That should help me sleep...I hope. I don't want to know how many motrin / tylenols I've taken today. This is the first day it isn't helping. and holy fuck is it not helping. fuck!!!!

son of a bitch my fucking tooth hurts. fuck!
FUCK.

20th Anniversary of Appetite For Destruction

With: ADLERS APPETITE / BANG TANGO / Mad Temple / The Haunting / Tyranis / The Remedy
They are all 80s cover bands.

Ok, last night was a fucking kick ass time. It was kinda of a last minute deal. Well one of my roomies was already going and I just got asked to go. Seeing that I didn't have any plans for last night, we all know what happened to those. I went.

Fuck! Drinks cost a lot of money though. Just about $10 (with tip) for my White Russian.

We didn't get back to our apartment until sometime after 2:30 am. I passed out as soon as I hit my bed. Then at 7:00 my alarm was going off. Because, I have my welding class on Saturdays. Yes, I did end up going. That was good. I also ended up going to my car and take a 30 min nap :) it was much needed after a night like that.

In fact I think I spent more time not welding than I did welding.

Mad Temple was cool.

I think ADLERS APPETITE was the Guns -N- Roses cover band. That is what the night ended with.

Oh and there was this hot chick there....yeah it was fun =)

In my next life I want to be in a band for the umm.....bonuses...

Yes, I will be back. I think on Dec. 29th (well sometime in Dec.) Cheap Trick will be there. Fuck $78 on ticket master. Humm....

Today was better

Well this morning sucked. I just didn't want to get out of bed.

There is just something about jumping into the cold harbor water at 7:30am that wakes you up better than a cup of coffee ever could.

I guess I am doing better today. Roomie cooked up some food. I washed all the salt water off of me. So, now what?

Knives are sharp.

It would be great to have some to waste my time with. Well...at least I have my blog.

Fuck.

I do not feel like going to school tomorrow. I do not feel like having to put my wet suit on. I do not feel like spending all day in my wet suit. I just don't want to go. I even went to sleep early last night. I got about 10 hours. I know I needed that. I really don't want to wake up early.

Guess it's a good thing.

That I didn't blog about my plans for Friday night and going to Knotts Scary Farm. Because it's not going to happen.

Oh well. At least now I get so save a few bucks.

Did I want to go, yeah. I also know that she does need to get work done to her car. I know if she doesn't get it fixed, then it will only cost more to fix down the road. Hell, she could break down along the side of the highway. That would be bad. So I don't blame her.

It's been about 17 years since the last time I was at Knotts Berry farm. I only remember one ride there. I really wanted to go. Even had a co-worker who was going to be there.

That's life.

Maybe I'll just drink beer at my apartment and download porn :P
It's cheaper anyways.

I am not feeling school tomorrow...

I wonder

• What I would be doing if I was still in the Military.
• If I didn't start this school
• If I'm losing more friends than I'm making
• Why I post more here than talk to people
• How much someone really would know me if they read all 550+ posts
• Why do I blog so much
• Why am I making a damn list (oh yeah....just a brain dumb)
• If things that don't kill you, really do make you stronger.
• what puts me in this kind of mood.
  
• Why does it feel like I have no one to talk to, but at the same time don't want to talk to anyone. I guess if I was talking to people I wouldn't be typing this.
  

I would like to be able and take a step back and read my blog as someone else. Just to see what I sound like. What kind of person I come across as when you don't even know who / what I am.

Why does it seem like there isn't enough time in the day, but I sit here and do..well..not a whole lot when I get home. "Home is where you make it." Well, I'm not sure I would call THIS home. Long beach sucks. I pretty much moved from one getto to another. Maybe that's why I spend so much time on my computer. I can pretend I am some place else.

I've also started watching Heroes. Good show.

I guess this is enough.

Dyslexia

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dyslexia

I think I have it. The way I misspell words, even after looking up how to spell them. As many times as I have fucked up on the math at work. I even caught myself doing it today. The number I needed to write was "738" and the number I put down on my paper was "783". I've been doing that alot. Even after checking my self with a calculator that prints it out on paper. Still I put numbers in the wrong place. Even with reading back of a phone number, like I did today, I have to watch what I say so that I don't repeat the number wrong.

Eh, I'm sure I'll blog more tonight...Just some food for thought.

Opps I did it again

Yeah I fucked up at my job again. I over looked a small room and ended up being about 8 feet short. Of course he (the boss man whose job I've messed up on before) found out about it after telling the guy he's doing the job for that he has everything needed for the install.

Oh well. Other than that I love working there. Great people.

Myspace Yourspace

I took this from a friends bulletin junk. Lets see how I do...



50 ODD Things about me!

1. Do you like cheese?
Yes

2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
Never

3. Do you own a gun?
yes - Paintball gun, but it's lost.

4. Your favorite song?
Don't have one

5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
I HATE the dentist

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I like them

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
German version of silent night.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Monster

9. Can you do push ups?
yes

11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
Class Ring

12. Favorite hobby?
Computer games. Car.

13. What is your secret weapon to lure someone in?
ummmm

14. Do you have A.D.D.?
yes I can add...

15. What one trait do you hate about yourself...
I don't speak up enough.

16. Middle Name?
Starts with a Y....

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment...


18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?


19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink?


20. Current worry right now?


21. Current hate?


22. Favorite place to be?


23. How did you bring in the New Year?


24. Where would you like to go?


25. Name three people who will complete this?


26. Do you own slippers?


27. What shirt are you wearing?


28. Do you like sleeping on satin sheets?


29. Can you whistle?


30. Favorite color?


31. Would you be a pirate?


32. What songs do you sing in the shower?

33. Favorite girl's name?


34. Favorite boy's name?


35. What's in your pocket right now?


36. Last thing that made you laugh?


37. Best bed sheets as a child?


38. Worst Injury


39. Do you love where you live?


40. How many TVs do you have in your house?


41. Who is your loudest friend?


42. Who is your most silent friend?


43. Does someone have a crush on you?


44. Do you wish on shooting stars?


45. What is your favorite book?


46. What is your favorite candy?


47. Favorite Sports Team?


48. What song do you want played at your funeral?


49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?


50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?



Ok as you can see I couldn't even make it half way. These suck!

Rock Climbing

So I want to take up Rock Climbing. R.E.I. has a free clinic coming up that I want to check out.

I wanted to get into it years and years ago. It is just kind of hard for a 13 year old to pick up rock climbing with no one to help.

So now I'm 25 and wanting to give it a second try =)

I think I have a problem

Ok so yesterday I went out shopping. First stop was R.E.I. My goal there was to get a new knife. It is a good size store.

After looking around I found the knife that I wanted. It was a little under $40. I also got some knife sharpeners. Y'know...gotta keep a sharp edge on things.

So all n all I ended up spending about $70 there with out really thinking twice about it.

Then I wanted a sweater or hoodie or something like that. Well I was looking around for those too at this outdoors store. I found some, but I don't think I really found anything chealer than $50. I couldn't do it. $50 was just too much money for me to spend on that. Though I did go to the other stores there. I thought about buying something nice and trendy, I just couldn't do it.

So, after walking around and getting something to eat. I was going to make my way back to R.E.I. and take another look. They did have some nice sweaters in there. I ended up getting a cheap $20 thing from Mervyn's.

So over all it was a good weekend. Got a lot done. Made it to my welding class. Did my laundry. Paid some bills. Did some blogging.


Oh yeah. The mohawk....Well our female classmate was over. She ended up playing with my hair. Reason...I don't know. Well we got on the topic of hair glue. And there is the outcome! When I rolled out of bed the next morning, my hair was still like that.

funny how...

at work i can work seven hours straight and no one would see it. if i take a five minute break i got everyone asking what i am doing. oh well.

i guess that is one reason that i can't wait to get a job after school. work balls to the wall for three days or so, then have a day or two playing cards (and still getting paid).

I passed!

I passed on the retest today!

Heck, the one diving hat that I thought I would have the most problem with I ended up getting it done is less than 4 minutes.

So that felt real good.

Then we had a Cajun Boil for lunch. They went and got $40 worth of shrimp! and corn and mmm food.

It was good times by all.

So I ended up getting a B in this class. Not bad at all. Though I think it'll take me off of the Dean's list.

It is hard to believe that I've been in class for 20 weeks now. And it is only going to get harder.

Stupid Roommates

So we just had a house "meeting".

One of my roommates is pissed because he's paying more for rent.

So here's the low down.

Him and his lady friend have the biggest room here.

So there total rent is more than ours. But it's about $70 cheaper per person though. Last time I checked, rent is split per person.

So now they are going to move into the smallest room.

So now we got two people living in one room paying the same rent as me. Humm doesn't seem very fair.

Humm what;s on my mind...

Well...There is this person. This female. She is just amazing. Her laugh, personality, smarts, those trying to be evil looks, her looks. Just amazing. yeah so I'm in love and she doesn't know it. Ok, I'm not really in love but still. Only one problem....boy friend might get in the way....


I guess I could have him taken out, if you know what I mean >:)

Oh well, she's still cool none the less.

oh well to bad nothing will ever come of it...Still fun to think about.

ugh...is it friday yet?

my body just hurts. i goess you can't say that i haven't been giving it all at school. it feels good when even the teacher side you did a good job. i know for sure i'm getting stronger, back to what i was like in the military. so that's good too.

No pain, no gain!