Someone to talk to

So today is New Years day. Woohoo first blog of the new year!

Just seems like I don't have anyone to talk to.

:(

Alone

Being alone again kind of sucks. Takes some getting used to that's for sure. Don't have anyone to talk to. No one to lay next to for some body warmth. No one to come home to. Hell, even this blog is alone.

Eh. such is life.

I hate Chrismas

I just want to go from the 23rd to the 26th. Get all this over with.
I don't even want to spend time with my family if I could. Only one of them is ok and he has his own problems.

Stupid Christmas.

She's gone.

Her parents came by 2 days ago to help pack up and rent a truck to take it all back up north.

We were together about 10 months.

It is kind of depressing how quiet and empty my apartment is now.

Used to have cat, bird, and girlfirend. Now it's back to just me...

Well, it's over

She is moving back home.

what if...

...what if I just want to be single.

Well it turns out that she doesn't want to live down here. This far from her family.

Strip Club

I feel like going to one right now!

I want to go.
I want a beer.
I want to go out and have a beer.

Going out to a bar just for a beer or two is boring. If I am going to a bar I'm going to drink enough that I can't drive back.

Going to a strip club I can spend a few hours of time and just drink one or two beers.

In the end the cost is the same but I am still able to drive back from the strip club.

Why does she have to sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo anti-strip club?!

Arrrrgggggggh

Well, I did it now. Locked it up. The lady friend and I seem to be on no speaking terms right now. This way I can still blog about her. Not so much in a bad way. I just don't need what I type to really get out to the public. She knows of my blog and I'll let her read it if she wants to. It will just be off my computer or something like that.

It has been awhile since I have really done any blogging anyways.

We just got back from a week long trip out to California to see my family and friends last night and already everything that we talked about and all the fun that was had seems to have been undone.

Arrrrgh would be so much easier if I could just type out what was buggin' me and why in one simple step.

Oh well I'm going to go do some reading from the Men's Health book I just got.

Going to lock up my blog

I'm going to go private.
If anyone who has been around here before would like an invite just leave a comment with an e-mail address to send it to.


Thank you.

WoW!

I really suck at blogging right now.

Dunno why.

Such is life.