New hobby

I think I need to find my self a new hobby. The question is, what do I want my new hobby to be? It has to be something that it only takes one to do. So what would that be. Cooking? nah that's not even a hobby. Humm. RC cars...That's an idea, not a cheap one though. Paint balling, fun stuff. Pricy too. See that's the thing, I can sit here and blog or do most of what ever I want to do and it doesn't cost much.

I just ended my pay to play game. It just isn't much fun anymore. So I went out side and did some running. That felt good, I just need to put new songs on my mp3 player. Maybe I just need to hit something. ohh a punching bag. Maybe I'll take up kick boxing :P now there's an idea. Or join a gym. I might do the gym thing. It will eat up some of this free time that I got. Though I wouldn't have a spotter, I could still use the machines just no free weights. Then I'd also have to take a class or something to make sure I'm doing something that would help me out. Eh, it's something to think about.

School would help, that just doesn't start for a few more months. I wonder if I could do gym, rent, school, and work all at the same time. Hell with some luck maybe I could toss in a chicka or something. Nothing wrong with wishfull thinking.

So I guess I'll just sit here and play some single player games or something. Woohoo go me! ;)

Running

Running seems to be a good way to think things over. I even went running twice. Just felt like it today. Gives me time just to be me and not sit here on a computer typing away. Though this isn't bad at all. Just my legs up on my speaker box. I think my legs are going to hurt tomorrow.....YaY I can take a shower now...brb...

Ok I'm back. Nice and clean.

So yeah bowling this weekend. That should be a blast. Just a lil get together with co-workers...And ex-co-workers ;) I wonder how many will show up when it comes down to it. Hell, it's been over two years since I last went bowling. Got a free game pass and never used it. How sucky is that. That was way back when I was in the Air Force. Now those were the good ol' days. Well these days I'm in now aren't that bad at all. I think I'm even having more fun. So all is good.....Or is it?!? ;)

Today

ahh today was good. Didn't get much done at work though. I did just piss my brother off a few min ago. That doesn't bug me at all. Seeing as sometimes he hates me and sometimes he doesn't. So eh, what ever.

Hum, it sucks knowing that someone just doesn't want to talk to you. I just can't seem to get past that. This silly boy was going to invite this silly girl to the boat races again. Now it doesn't look like that's going to happen. Bummer right. I guess that's life. I can't win them all. Hell, I'm lucky just to break even. I guess it's my fault...kinda. Pff to that. I didn't do a damn thing wrong. I bet she just found a new guy, or maybe the old guy came back...Who knows. So if that's the case, I should just stop and say fuck it. No point in digging my self a bigger hold than I already have. It was fun while it lasted, so I should just remember the good times. Well, pff to that too. Remembering the good times just makes one want to have more good times. If I remember the poopy times, then why would I want to spend more time with her.

So I'll just sit here and get fat eating KFC. Ohh and go bowling this weekend. You should go.

By the way

I was in shorts and sandals all weekend. I didn't get any kind of a sun burn, just a nice lil tan on my not-so-white legs. So that worked out just fine.

This weekend

Was friggin long! I just got home a few min ago and wanted to blog somethings down while they were on my mind.

Boat racing is sooooo much fun. It was easy today, at the same time that's kinda sucky. He got knocked out in the first round of racing. So yeah. And I just had to drive him in and out of the water 3 or 4 times yesterday. But the food was oh so good. BBQed tri-tip and cake and ice cream and good people (well didn't bbq the people) and a few beers and some waters and and and... Just fun times.

Then there's been something bugging me over the weekend. Why is it that silly girls (well, they don't all start off silly) stop talking to me? First I wasn't getting the text messages, witch are easy to do while at work. Ok fine, no biggie. But, now we've gone from talking just about every day (or every other day) to well....To not having one voice mail returned, text replied, or anything in just about two weeks. It's not like I called 20 times a day just to see what she was doing. I just would like at least a little something in return. Something saying "hey I'm a lil busy with life right now, I'll catch you later" or "I fucking hate you. youfucking fuck head (well you get the picture ;) )" but I get nothing. I didn't think it was that hard to hit the reply button. Lord knows I don't reply to everyone all the time, but I do reply to people that I want to talk to. So going by that, she doesn't want to talk to me. Well aint that a bitch. So that's 2 out of 3 that don't talk to me anymore. Well, I did get an e-mail from one of the 2 the other day....Hell, that was a fucking reply (only took 5 months to get one). If she could do it anyone could. That's the way I see it.

Now what if someone reads this you may be asking your self. Well then at least they know where they stand in my view. That's a hell of a lot more than I get. All they'd have to do is call me and ask me, and I'd tell them my views. Kinda hard to do when I'm the only one doing the talking...And talking to voice mails. What ever, there's more fish in the sea, right? I hate fishing though. So now what do I do?

blah.

what to do

well first off I'm going to get something to eat. It's been about 10 hours since I've had 3 tacos. so Yeah, I need food like now.

well anyways, yesterday I sent an e-mail to this chicka that I haven't talked to in awhile. Well, more so hasn't talked to me. Well, I was driving home and thought to my self that I'd just come out and ask her: "Just what was the reason that we don't talk any more?". I didn't think I'd get a reply back from her, but I did.

So here I am thinking of how I should reply to this. Should I go, "well that's nice....now fuck off bitch!" I'm thinking no. That's just not my style. Deep down inside I know life happens and that we all have a different way of dealing with it. So, I'm gonna reply maybe tomorrow maybe tonight after I post this. Who knows.
so maybe I'll just post this then work on a reply.

I was saying...

Maybe I was just in a bitter mood. Feel better not that I got some food and what-not.

well anyways, it's about 10 and I need to get sleep.

Blah

Maybe it's a lack of sleep. Or just something different. I got no clue. I just feel kinda blah right now. Tired and blah not much fun. fuck it I'm going to carls jr.

I shall post more later.

Almost 30 hours later

And still no call back. Not that I'm counting, right. So I guess I'll give her a call in the next day or so. If I don't hear back from her then I guess It's time to add her to the "not talking to me" list. There's only one on it so far. What ever, it's her loss right. That's what every one says. Maybe I should work on my game, yeah that's it. But that's just not me. I am me. Not gonna pretend for someone else. Screw that. So if someone can't call me back, are they even worth my time? (mmmm....Left over pizza)

So other than my girl problems, or lack there of. Things seem to be going good. It's funny, I've said that before and always ended up taking about 10000000 steps back in the wrong direction. Humm I wonder if she takes the time to read this. I know if she looks, she'll find the link to my blog. Maybe I should delete that.

Ah fuck it. Maybe I should just start talking about people that bug me. Then everyone that I know would know where they stand, right? 'Course I might not have any friends when all is said and done. Sometimes it is nice to know where you stand in someone else's views though. Even if it does sting a lil, at least you know.

This weekend

This weekend. Humm what have I done this weekend to better my life? Not a damn thing. Unless a beer (or two) keeps something bad away. So I don't know. Just wasting my life here in my chair. But it's what I want to do, so what's the big deal. I even looked though my cell phone contacts list for someone I felt like calling. I'm just not really in a calling mood. Never really have been. So I made one call...Talked to one voice mail. So I think that will be an end to my calling for tonight.

Yesterday I went out and got my hairs cut. Today I was going to go and get my car washed, but as you can't see I am still in my PJs. I guess I just like not having drama in my life. Well I think we all like that. Like my cats, they live a drama free life. Sleep all day, drink some fish water, go run around out side, and sleep some more. Sounds like a good life to me. Maybe I just need to get a softer chair to sit in. Or a bigger room to get me a nice soft comfty chair.

well I'm going to go play with my cell phone, I think I'm going to try and find a new theme for it.